winter closure

first week of clinical was tiring, but i was lucky to have margaret!

312 had a closure with B/A that i'm happy with.

my gpa as of today is 3.47, which is approximated to 3.5

my 250 goal is 85 %. higher than class average is my goal.

will pray.

will work hard..

will do my best...

my very best to raise my intelligence....

ha :]

breakthrough F

i even meditated this morning,

and i safely flunked the 2nd quiz!

is this anomaly? or breakthrough low?!

perfect failure???

:)

will get over it and study hard 2 do my best.

will make a realistic goal of 85/95 to reach A.

will think of this as a + stimulant to better myself.

two mentra to myself:

i will successfully become an excellent nurse.

will reach my goal of becoming a critical care CNS.

will remain 3.3 gpa undergraduate to enter msn.

will be competent and confident in hospitals!!!

new 250 era has arrived!

N312 has closed its door avec b. 82.9 % is slightly higher than the class average of 82.5 %.

tada!! my mission has been accomplished finally. the final score was 1 pt behind the mean,

but i'm happy at this point. if i end with a on lab, i can close my winter chapter with big grin.

although i turned out to be an average of the class... of highly intelligent group, that is..!

:))

N250 is overwhelming already. the teacher is the best that we can hope for..,

but she still can't make our life easier. it's the flat out fact that this year will be packed with stress til the end of "it". exactly for an yr til i pass the ultimate "NCLEX"!!!

N250's end goal is a. yeah, i'm going to run this time. i'll hang my life on it. :D

first A, turned out?!

methinks, this is the historical moment of my first in-class A of nursing?!

wahoo!!!

the first n200 test was the highest of 88, and the last patho was the lowest of 68.

with the 88.8 % of patho average and the final grade of A on n200,

i am satisfied, achieved and fulfilled.

the rest was in-between and the labs were all As.

so i'm in a good shape after all,

geared for all aces from now on.

i'll enjoy the pure pleasure of expanding my knowledge base and challenging the unthinkable.

tony is my role model now..

i'm starting on the middle ground, neutral point.

will make the difference from now on. sharpen my memory and mental acuity, yah!!

:D

failed again?

read twice and i slightly failed..

though i started safe this time,

my test taking brain is fluctuating again,

and i dumped second time.

sad, and feeling stupid.

i'm too obsessed with grades these days.

just want to pass with b now.

will forget about it and move on..

will do it. this is the mantra to myself..

will make it possible til i go thru all of these.

read read read and confident confident confident

reaching perfection

my first quiz turned out 2b mere b,

just slightly over the average..

but it's still within my goal's reach.

he, started with above the average..

tony wasn't kidding about reading 3 times.

that's the only way that i could retain this kind of detailed insane cosmic library of health knowledge.

ha, i'll reach the study perfection by the end of this winter term..

:)

first quiz ok

i missed some questions on my first n312 quiz,

but i'm satisfied. i would've got 1 miss, but instead i missed 2.5.

so i think this winter session will sail smoothly,

as long as i keep up with reading and manage my stress.

i'm proud that i haven't got sick yet.

turns out that i'm immuno-competent

and stress-resistant. robust and fit!!

:D

first sem gpa revealed...

so was it an error that i got a for n200?

it made up for patho.

turned out that patho was the only subject that screwed me.

i failed the final with shameful d, but overall i'm happy.

eventually my gpa is 3.5 (3.3 avec error correction).

n200, 202, 260l are az, and patho & pharma are bio classes after all!

yey, the year started off content!!

:D

new year, new moi

new year's day opened with talk with viv.

she always inspires...

visited rose hill to dad's bed to wish him peace,

and mostly to ask him to look after me.. :)

i venture into

20th year since we cam to us, the dream land.

40th year since i was born.

mid year of my 80/88/99 year long life.

will do my best every day of 2010..........