nightmarish

on the brighter side,

i passed both test, barely.

that was super good actually.

on the down side,

i did study for this test, and i barely passed.

i relatively feel miserable...

so i have to nail down ati this time.

this will be the last challenge for moi, for elmn...

ELMN friend wishlist

1. david vien nguyen

2. vietnam vo

3. jean woo

4. sue yeon roh

5. esme

6. allen

7. rossana

8. natalya

9. mai

10. yan

nursing wish order

1. peds

2. PICU/NICU

3. ICU

4. ER

5. psyche

6. OR

7. tele

8. L&D

9. public health

10. gero

barely passed

so i screwed up my first test as the full-term baby. :D

was kinda expected since i felt least prepared for the test so far in the history of nursing school. only second to the second 200 test. so maybe i should be grateful that i passed at least.

i have 75 ground now. i felt embarrassed and ashamed of myself.

i wanted to be known to be one of the smartest in the class. esp. to myself.

it's more on the contrary now. i'm not in the tail end though.

that'll have to change. in the next 17 days left in peds.

in fact, i really like peds; even the unanimously dreaded dr. brady.

i think she's cute and has a fun sense of humor. imitator of all sorts of sounds..

i want to excel. it's about the time to shine..

on the last brady test, i'll get A for sure for last, that's my goal that i'll work on.

sleep is my biggest enemy. but i love myself including my enemy self.. :)

almost full-term baby

i become full 40 week nursing school baby this sat. half mark of peds session!

the first test was one question short of b, but i was satisfied.

with half the time to study for the test than the half of the class,

i hit close to the average with less than one point short,

so i'm quite satisfied today with my progress.

scored higher than the average on cv,

so i am proud and satisfied on that note.

kind of sunked on presentation today and it's something that i'll have to work on to conquer.

but i have the best peds instructor and i kind of like dr. brady.

i'll work hard to impress her now. i like my ER team members too.

realized today my classmates are all cool and smart.

i am happy in a gulag. :)

career dreams

1. math

2. chem

3. film

4. nursing

5. education

6. bzness

7. art

8. gardening

9. writing

10. traveling

nursing dreams:

1. ER

2. ICU

3. PICU/peds

4. NICU

5. OR

6. psyche

7. L/D

8. public health

9. med-surg

10. gero

metamorph in oc

this is my animated bohemian ideal...

two year old in oc on 5/31/10, memorial day..

i got the full fruit of orange county in 2 years.

scored 100 % on epic quiz and restored my face a bit.

tomorrow is the first clinical at MCH..

what's coming ahead, am making the most out of every moment.

metamorphing into a higher being...

pre-ped clearance

today's moab class was kind of fun, actually.

to my relief, i passed pre-clinical modules.

failed one quiz, but eventually i raised my score second time

and it's less embarrassing now.

worst part was that i got a bad clinical instructor for the first time.

so this is going to be a real challenging session for once,

and for all i hope.

that makes me only more determined to get A on peds.

i'm going to knock down nclex this time

and not going to fear any challenging tests.

i will score higher than the average both on exams and nclex and triumph with A.

challenge during clinicals will only make me stronger.

yeah, this is a good start to have the car wash serendipously on the first day in LB.