bloody battle

am still 1 pt behind, but not going to be full at first spoon.

i'm happy that i read all the chapters and scored at least close to the mean.

realized that i felt confident since i read the material and it didn't feel so hard.

so the strategy is to finish reading, review with ati and study in a group b4 the test.

two more days of hillies...

i'll just enjoy this summer session.

i'll simply do my tasks at best.

i'll make up my shames of yesterday!

dad's b-day

almost forgot that it's dad's 67th day.

so it's the third yr since he passed away.

i felt a bit disgusted by jean's obsession with her score.

then i felt sad for my consistently low test scores, since...

i can remember. i didn't really excel this year.

so i decided myself that i'll give myself whole-heartedly this time.

i want to show that i can do as well, just like what raoul did.

or regardless of the test outcome, i am going to read all the chapters this time.

just being focused and doing my best is what i want to try.

happy birthday to you dad!

i'll dedicate the psych class to you...

first psych quiz revealed

psych was my subject. so was peds, to come to think of it..

i can only say i tried. maybe not my best, but within my normal limit...

in the past, i could've gotten a on 353 and the rest was served as justice.

right now, it's so very possible to get A on psych.

cannot settle with anything less than a.

i actually should get happy as i did okay without reading anxiety chapter.

now i get a second chance at the first mid-term.

this time, i'll catch up with the collective mass.

i'll score the average at least.

that is my current goal N aspiration..

oh, my last nite's dream was so vivid. i was crying with nicole as someone broke the window at hoei-ki-dong house. gang members came down and someone got cut with a knife and got attached to someone else to flee.. it was so weird that i woke up disturbed, then fell asleep again... :)

psyche N beyond

first week down with psych and health care delivery system.

spending 3 nites and 3 days with jean was fun.

indeed was like camping.

melike the new summer session with mentally ill and schizophrenic pts.

my passion lies in nursing and psychedelics.

studying is fun, reading is fun, being in school is the best thing for me right now...

peds N leadership rest in peace

leadership grade came out 2b 92.88 c my finance portfolio scoring whopping 14.5!

the last portfolio was my own baby with my solo efforts, so i was happy n proud of myself.

overall, things turned out as they should.

my rescue plan for vietnam didn't exactly pan out as i planned,

but i had to express myself.

my mind was frenzy on the wild journey,

but i liked dr. brady's note to my apology. it was a peaceful closure.

i was glad that my diplomatic writing moved her heart. ;)

now i'm moving onto psyche and the unknown world of healthcare delivery system.

this time, i'll make every effort to ace both classes.

just like every session, i have that vow again. yah!

i'm mentally preparing myself for another non-stop 6 week marathon.

this time, however, there's oasis at the end of tunnel. :D

peds show down

so the peds rotation is finally over. c happy end in the end for moi,

since i finally beat jean in overall score.. :D 98.2 in the lab boosted my grade to 83 % tot.

it was a long dream. vietnam at the failing border was quite unexpected.

but rather a good opportunity for him to grow. he was so full of himself!

and my rescue plan with his ironic motto of leave no one behind...

the highlight was the good bye kiss from my little pt jaiylene at the end of the day.

it was like an award for me from peds rotation. yes, i did love peds..! MCH and rebecca...

73

peds are almost over.

the damage wasn't too bad, considering i had a dream with a head chopped off the other day,

although it wasn't my head.

disappointed though that i'm still at level 1.

i thought of the possibility of failing ati during the test.

it was that scary.

i should be glad that my grade is still not c.

looking at the bright side,

i'm changing the strategy.

it was so close to a failing c for me.

am i that stupid, devoid of critical thinking?

why can't i have a high score on ati? even for once?!